17.4.07
me, myself & feelings
me, myself & feelings
Today wasn't a bad day. Actually it was just kind of the same. I'm seriously thinking about writing all my posts in english. I know I already said that, but these holidays couldn't be more boring. I hate when I can't get my feelings out. There's nothing worse than wanting to show people something and not be able to do it. A few years ago, I used to cry so easily and I hated it. Today I sort of miss it. At least tears could express my sadness. Today I have to deal with how I feel, all mouth shut. I guess this is growing up. Same thing happens when you're a kid. So I'm 5 and I fall off my bike. I'm gonna start whining like hell because it hurts and I'm sensitive to that -new and exclusive- pain. Of course there will be similar accidents but I'm getting older and learning to deal with pain and feelings, next time I won't cry so hard.
So what does it mean today? Am I a 16 year old girl already acting like a hard...mature...life-expert 50 year old person? God I hope not.
I'm hungry. See, that I can express. All I have to do is eat.
♫ The like - I'll sit here waiting
